No barriers

Get's Format

2008-08-22T16:12:00.000+08:00

It have been centuries since last did my reception duty. The feeling so far is FANTASTIC!
Though there are some changes in recept, I still love it the way it is! People are talking about schools and their exams in church but Christopher and I are like..

P: Wa sianz.. I have 15 hours of study rule sia..
P: Cannot complete it on time!! How how how?!?!
C: Huh? Study Rule? What is that?
R: Oh? What is Study Rule? In my dictionary there is no more Study Rule.
P: Walao..

This format is copied from Gets. Hahas!

Ain't that cool? Hahas.

Sorry Elyn for PSing you at Seng Kang and come to Paya Lebar all by myself! Hahas. Seriously. Super sorry!

Otah Day

2008-08-18T21:21:00.000+08:00

Was listening to the music on my phone and stumbled onto this song which woke me up. More than Words is the Title by Christian City Church. Love that song. The guitar strumming was fantastic. I was listening to it over and over again and trying to get the strumming right. Listen to it. Awww. Cool..

I tonned last night to study for my Engineering Mechanics. Was chatting with Siok as she tonned with me the entire night. I wonder what time she woke up. *I forgot to morning call her so I guess she must have overslept! :p Was playing Hexic with Mei Qi and I completed the entire game. She was totally shocked! Hahas. Anyway, tonning was fun! Although I took the risk of not having a clear mind the next day but miraculously, I was wide awake! Though I closed my eyes for 5 mins in the paper. All else was all right!

Gotta go back studying! Gonna try and win Gets! 30 hours and 30 mins! Ha!

Kit's Solution

2008-08-13T22:26:00.001+08:00

I am just the normal student you will see in school. When comes to studying, I will not be very good in it. I would skip studying as much as possible! Hahas. What makes me study is church.

Kit, here is my solution. Hahas. I am given 15 hours study rule for the past few weeks and this week, it increased to 30 hours. That means I have to complete it within 30 hours if not I am not allowed to come for service. :(

What!?! Not allowed to come for service? Yes. Not allowed to come for service. This is what is written in my church's webbie, 'all students are required to complete a certain number of hours of academic work each week before they are allowed to attend any church events.' Yeap! It is like sacrificing for something greater. Slack or Service? Of course I want Service! How to come for Service? Only way not to be send home is to complete my Study Rule!

Ask me how I find the strength to study? It is because I want to come to church!

Anyway, on the bus back home, I was thinking what should I blog about when I reach home.

Thought for 5 mins and woke up just before my stop! Lol.

Engineering Mathematics 3B Clinic was fantastic. I got to learn alot of new things from it. Going for the Digital Electronics one tomorrow! Ciaos! Gonna go back to studying! Wahahaha..

30 hour study rule

2008-08-12T21:43:00.000+08:00

The madness is escalating. The books are choking me. My mind is clouded with NAND and NOR gates, Transistors and Resistors, J-K Flip Flop and D Flip Flop. I am going bonkers! If I go on for another 2 weeks of studies, I am really going crazy~

Completed 11 hours of study rule already. 6 on Monday and 5 till now. Chionging another 6 hours tomorrow. I am going to make it!

Today was terrible. Have you ever felt like you want to study but yet your body does not want to cooperate? The Mind is willing but the Flesh is weak indeed! Somewhere from the Bible. Forgot what verse that is. Anyway, ya. I so want to study but my body tells me to sleep and slack. Walked everywhere in church. Laid my head on the Bookstore Counter, the MPR1 floor, Reception Counter, Area near Arcade Machine and the Computer Table at level 13. Super tired.

Back to studying! Ciaos!

Power House

2008-08-11T12:26:00.000+08:00

PowerHouse was wonderful! 3 Alarm with Snooze and yet I am still asleep. 2 Missed call and 1 Answered call. Thanks to Bernard for waking me up. If not till now I will be at home still lying on my bed. Once coming to church, it looks very 4D. Swarms of people just rushed down to Heart of God Church. Its not by the tens but it is by the hundreds. People from CHC and HoGc all coming down to church for Prayer. I think it will be afew more years before all this things will come to pass in our church. Wootz. Can't wait for such things to happen!

Church literally overflowed! From the Auditorium to MPR1 to Pre-school. Its mad! Good Madness! Hahahas.

I am having 30 hour Study Rule! How cool is that?!?! Can't slack anymore! I need to study study study! Gotta go now! Chiaos!

Festival of Praise

2008-08-03T01:24:00.000+08:00

Came back from Festival of Praise and boy oh boy! Can I tell you loads of things! One of the best thing I do and can ever imagine is Ushering in the Indoor Stadium with approximately 12 000 people Praising and Worshiping. The atmosphere was intense. Intense as in, the presence of God just filled the entire stadium. Was ushering yesterday and today and I must say it is like nothing I have done!

Through ushering, I really learned a lot! Let me bring you through what I have learned from ushering..

Getting out of your comfort zone is rather important. You need to talk to strangers and if you fear talking to them, you don't get things done! Super important to embrace your courage and just open your mouth!
The ultimate purpose for a Ministry is to lead people into their Destiny in God. You might not know it but all ministry have this thing in common and all will head to one sole reason. For salvation. The slightest smile that an Usher or a Reception does might just put a smile on someones face. Without BM, the cleanliness of Church will not be as how it is now. Clean and spotless. Without the ministries, I doubt service will be this zai.
Be daring! Walking down the isle and holding the brochures can be scary. Even scarier if you are collecting the Offering Bags.
Be systematic. What can I say? Without system and processes, it not be so successful wouldn't it?
Work as a team. Its all about team effort. No shows are 1 man show. A singer is not just a 1 person part. It requires the Sound man to bring out the essence of the singer. The lights crew twick the lights to bring out the fragrance of the Singer.

Yuppz. Ok. Im tired. Sleeping now.

Exams

2008-07-31T23:18:00.000+08:00

The time is here. Its time for some serious mugging. My examination date is out. The Modules are set! The papers are printing. The tables and chairs are being arranged! ITS EXAMINATION PERIOD again~~

15 August 2008, 2.00pm-4.00pm - Digital Electronics
18 August 2008, 9.00am-11.00am - Engineering Mechanics
19 August 2008, 9.00am-11.00am - Engineering Mathematics 3B
21 August 2008, 2.00pm-4.00pm - Analogue Electronics

Yuppz!

Anything on these dates are a No-no. Urgh I have to plan out my month again! Hahas.

Okay.. Now I am super irritated! My dad ask me to go sleep..

I shall be a good testimony.

Blog more tomorrow!

Runescape

2008-07-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

Comparing Ben and Jerry's Ice Cream with Island Creamery, I say Island Creamery is better! Even better if you eat it at the shop itself! Cookies and Cream is my favorite! For Elyn is the Mud Pie. I went there on Monday and enjoyed myself. Shared with Genghis an entire tub of Cookies and Cream but in the end, I took like almost all of it. Consumed them all! Delicious!

Anyway, I am going to do something different this time round when it comes to studying. I am going to study the night through. That is why I took a nap in the afternoon once I reach home. Now I can try something new. Mug till I finish my Tutorial! Muahaha!

This week I had a new mission! I am always coming home early this few days. Not going to church as much and stuff. I had a secret motive at hand. I plan to be a good boy at home for the weekdays and come home late from Festival of Praise on the weekend. Late is not 10.00pm. I think it will go as long as 11.30pm. Ushering for FOP is going to be something I am so awaiting for. It is not going to be an everyday thing if your serving usher for BMT only. Only 4 duties and once is on FOP? Sure I will take up the challenge. I will challenge myself. Doing usher for all 3 days. I will survive.

Why I do so much? I want to train myself. Train myself to persevere. Train myself to have good time management. No time for anything else but for God. For God, I will persevere. For God, nothing is Impossible!

Yeah!

Im going to try Runescape soon! Hahahas..

Whos that?

2008-07-29T23:37:00.000+08:00

Lab Viva was terrible. If you think what that is, it is simply a time spend with my teacher with her asking me tons of questions. Super lame time but what to do. I can't run from it..

Anyway, I am not telling you who this is. I did it on my Handphone using PhotoDJ. Im going to sleep!

Bye~ :)

What would I do without God

2008-07-25T14:59:00.004+08:00

Bus Ride

2008-07-23T19:20:00.001+08:00

Was on bus 86 just now on the way home and was thinking of what to blog. Suddenly I thought of something. Hey! Why not I blog about what I usually do on the bus! Okay. So I am going to do just that!

Before that! A tribute to Aretha for playing the guitar! Hahahas

Actually she cannot play.. Just a pose! :p

So what do I usually do on the bus. Today I took out my Digital Electronics Textbook and try and understand what my teacher has taught in class which I was clearly sleeping away. Come to think of it, today is the first of which I did just that. Studying on the bus. Other times I would take out my Walkman phone and listen to the music inside. Believe it or not, I have a 2gb Memory Stick in the phone and I have already used 1.8gb on songs. Other than that, I will look out of the window and blank!

I categorize the songs into 2 category. Christian songs and Other songs. Sometimes I just had the urge to emo on the bus and listen to those emo songs. Emoing myself home. Gorillaz or Rob Thomas's Songs are one of my favorite. They are neither 'Drum'ful or 'ElectricGuitar'ful. Which means they do not have alot of Drums and Electric Guitar and Crashes and stuff. Sometimes that gets a little too irritating. Yuppz.

And this is what I did in class. Engineering Mathematics 3B class to be precise!

First 5 mins in class

10 mins passed..

30 mins passed

35 mins passed..

last 10 mins = 50 mins(which is like 10 years!)

Before end of class..

After class(Back to normal)

This is why people in Poly looks so cool always. They go crazy in class! :p

How I Wish!

2008-07-22T12:18:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I blog properly. To come to think of it, I have not been really blogging for a long time. All the nonsensical blog post to help me past the time.. Do you know that Ngee Ann Polytechnic is really a boring school if you have hours of breaks all at the same time? I wonder how Jian Min will feel. He have 5 hours of break on Monday. He can go back home, take a nap and come back to school without missing any lesson. *Jaws drop*

My timetable is flexible at some point of time. Some other time, I need to go for 4 classes 4 hour straight. Tutorial and Lecture. I struggle to keep myself awake. I need to pass all my modules this year. I am not going to repeat anymore modules. Fail repeats and I will be dismissed. Super serious. Dismissed and I am going to the army.

Oh ya. Semester Exams are coming and I have no idea if you notice it or not, I am a little stressed. School is a hassle. Need to do all this things so that I can pass. Unlike Secondary school, I can just concentrate on the strong subjects. No.. I have to do well in all of the modules so that I can go on. Stressful right? Well, Poly life this is.. What else.. Sometimes I just wonder if I can be connected wirelessly to a Mac Time Capsule and safeguard every single thing in my brain before I forgot every single thing. How I wish I have a Memory Card of capacity of 2gb. How I wish I can tune myself to a mode where I can record and sleep all at the same time. How I wish..

A change..

2008-07-21T15:25:00.000+08:00

Okay.. Here I am writing the final crappy blog post. Going to write some stuff that are more of quality and not of crappiness. Came to this realization that writing all the lame stuff, no one will one to read them. Hahas. Or maybe not... Hahaha..

Anyway, I feel that I need to come to a point where I start to write things with substance and not only about what is going on in my everyday being. Eat, sleep, drink and play.. Isn't that sad.. Only this 4 things..

Okay.. I shall start my first post tonight at 12.30am. Posting it will be fun.. I will think of what to write.. Hahas..

Quote

2008-07-15T22:57:00.000+08:00

"Discipline is doing something you don't want to do, until you can do it because you want to do it" Pastor Tan Seow How

The mighty Ryan

2008-07-14T10:57:00.000+08:00

This week is gonna be exciting. Lots of thing to do yet so little time. You know how it feels right? To many things at hand and you just have this feeling of unable to complete every single thing. That is why, working as a team is so So SO important. Working as a team can help equal the load of things. So that instead of just 1 person doing the thing, it will be divided equally. I think it is just the power of working together to get things done.

In the library now slacking and maybe doing some revision later. One of the reasons why I come to the library is because of Jian Min. He is having a break from 11.00am to 4.00pm. 5 hours of break. You can go to Bugis Street and shop all you want before the next class starts. Cool isn't it? Wonder why he didn't do that..

Lets me talk a little about the class just now.. It was Digital Electronics and it is 1 exciting class. Exciting as in not the lesson but the people. Super funny. Class is actually boring until 3 person around the class started taking out their PSP, sync and play together. Teacher caught one person playing and went to him to stop him. So the other 2 person went to attack the person whom is being distracted by the teacher. They were laughing. Than the teacher saw them and go to the next one, than the other 2 did the same thing. It went on for a few times. The entire class was laughing. Kee siao already. Hahas.

Anyway, I have got to go do some stuff now.. Blog again tomorrow I hope.. :)

Lalala

2008-07-11T10:36:00.000+08:00

Im in the library with Jian Min, May and Jun Wen. They just had Ngee Ann Prayer Meeting. Can't go for it because of class. Completely depressed because for the entire semester, I am unable to come for a single Prayer Meeting. What did I do? I study in class as they went into a time of Prayer.. Not really that I did not went for any Prayer Meeting. Went once. That time, I skipped class just to come for it. It was on the 1st day in this term. Coming for it is a rare opportunity to meet the people in school.. :S Actually, not really rare. Meeting them every week.

Watched Passion of the Christ on my own last Wednesday. I think every time watching Passion, you will realize something new. Don't know about you but that is what I feel~ This time, there is something new that I realize. You know when Jesus carried the cross to the Mountain, he was tortured by the normal soldiers. He fell down a couple of time but when you see it more vividly, you will notice that whenever He fell down, He will continue to climb back up and carry the cross to the place of Crucification. Really shows the fact that Jesus is willing to dye for us.

Anyway. Blog more later~

Hahaha

2008-07-03T13:30:00.000+08:00

Today is the day. Zone Meeting.. What will it be? Muahahaha!

Embracing!!

Pastor Josh Kelsey

2008-06-29T23:17:00.000+08:00

Service today was great! So great that without talking about it in my blog, I would have nothing else to talk about. Hahas. It is just super powerful can! Prayer! Prayer touches me. Casting all my problems to God is what I always do. My best friend and my listening ear. No matter what problems I have, I will tell God. Thats why I just so love the Staff and Leaders Prayer Meeting. I get the chance to Thank God for all the things he gave me. Problems even! Knowing that he will not give us anything we cannot handle. Problems which we can handle and will grow from it when we overcome it!

Not to a totally different topic. Elyn. Talked about Ryan playing Tennis and she laughed non-stop. Waa.. Demoralizing man! Elyn.. You know what you should do. Treat me one meal yeah? Hahaha..

Chiaos for now! School tomorrow!! :)

School Of Worship

2008-06-26T23:39:00.001+08:00

School Of Worship Presentation was fantastic. Well, actually it is something I will remember for a very long time.. First time, literally the first time I am playing the guitar in front of such a big group of people. Starting was terrifying but after the chorus, it was better for me. Believed it or not, I prayed during the Chorus part. Played a few wrong chords in the first 2 verse but Hey! Its okay after that! Hahas.

I just loved it! When Hui Shan and I play, I heard the congregations singing. Its like how I imagined it. Presence of God indeed is there. I just have the urge to play my guitar the entire night! But I have school tomorrow. Have to sleep man..

Oh ya. Another pointer I want to add. Hui Shan. Woah.. Tell you, playing with her is really awesome. Just felt that something when I am playing the guitar with her. The Duet I mean. There is something in her that is different. Want to play the guitar with her more often..

Anyway, next will be the SOW exams. Praying for it... NOW!

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Done!

Hahahas..

Have to sleep now.. Blog more tomorrow..

Oh ya.. Found this in Chia Yu's blog. This photo is super old liao.. Hahahas..

P.S. Pray for my sister. Her toe looked rather scary. With all the bandage and painful times knocking stuff on the floor with her toe(Ouch!).. Hope it heal asap!

Back in school~~

2008-06-23T12:13:00.000+08:00

Back in school again.. Prayed and the school day starts!

Where am I now? Next to the wacky Jian Min at the library as always. Wearing the Ngee Ann Orientation Shirt.. Not me but him! Wahaha..

Guess what, I just smuggled into the library a Seafood Sandwich and ate it in fear.. Hahas.. Quite fun actually.. The fun of hiding and eating.. Hiding from the librarian and the trill of eating the sandwich hiding from the librarian.. Hahas. Excitement!

Expected to get back my results for all the Common Test Paper this week. Tried my best in doing the papers and all. Now it is time to see the results! Results for the paper!! Wooohooooo!!

Sorry.. Too high.. Lots of things going through my mind right now.. Stopping here! :p

Hello~~

2008-06-10T01:18:00.000+08:00

Hello once again to my humble corner in the vast internet.. My secret corner in this huge and gigantic world wide web.. Hello~~

I just can't help but blog. Actually is Genghis ask me to blog one so this blog post is delicate to him!

Hahas..

Oh ya.. He ways me to say this..

Genghis Rocks!

Bye Bye!

Bloggie

2008-06-07T02:09:00.000+08:00

This is how I will blog if I don't have Christ with me. Hahas..

Hello again blog. Yet another mundane day.. Ended my exams and I am just rotting at home. Is thinking of emoing at home. Maybe I should just do that. Play Maple all day. Chiong level. Listen to emo songs. Will be an very Emo Term Break. Haiz.. Sianz..

Good thing is I don't blog that way! Hahahas.. This is how I blog! :)

Hello~~

Just ended my exams and do you know what awaits after the exams? Holidays! More time to go out. More time to slack.. No.. More time to go out with friends. More time to fellowship! So many things to do but so little time. I need to plan! I want to plan! I have to plan!

Will blog more tomorrow. Now? Hahas. Sleep?

Chiaos!

Love,

Ryan :)

:)

2008-05-13T00:07:00.000+08:00

School Sia..

2008-05-02T09:50:00.000+08:00

I am super bored! Let me tell you what happened just now on the way to school. I woke up at 5.55am and got ready for school. Reached Dover MRT at 7.30am. Waited for the bus. Waited waited and waited. Waiting.. Waited. Wait wait wait. Waiting and waited. Wait wait wait. Wait and wait. I waited for 45 minutes. Which means I only board the bus at 8.15am! Argh! By the time I reach school, it is already 8.35am. Might as well pon class. So.. Ha! You know..

Now I am in the school Atrium doing nothing. Well, tried doing my homework. But I tell you I am super blur today. Didn't know why. I did not bring my calculator. So, I cannot do my homework! Stupid right? Argh!

1 setback after another. Now I just feel like going to church and read my bible. Should I go church? I want to!! Haiz.. Slack sia..

Haiz..

Talking to myself

2008-04-21T10:20:00.000+08:00

3 hours break in school.. How slack can I be in school. Had a 2 hour lecture continued by a 3 hour break and followed by a 2 hour lecture again. Nothing to do!! Hmmm.. Or do I? I think I have something to do.. WP! Have not done my WP yet! Hahas. Start to plan! Plan plan plan!

Anyway, this blog entry is to show how I talk to myself! Hahas..

Given my time of 3 hours of break, I think it is for me to plan my time. I love planning. Love it so much! How I wish there is a module in my course which is to study on how to plan. Plan a life where no time in my life is wasted. Every single second is used to the fullest extend. Every second stretched like a wet towel until there is no more water that can be squeezed out from it. How I wish I can do just that..

What am I going to do today? Hmmm.. Going home straight after school. Straight after school, hop onto the bus and travel back home. Yuppz. That is what I am going to do. Study! Who can forget study? *Look right, look left* I think I will be the only one who can remember.. Hahas. Sorry, I am feeling a little crappy. Hahas.

Ok! Set! I am going get 3.5 and above for my GPA this sememter. Getting at least 3 modules higher than A. That is my focus.. Not focus, it is my GOAL!!! When I get above GPA 3.8, I will do something. I don't know what I will do. But I will do something.

Tired of talking to myself already.. WP time! Chiaos!

Yesh!

2008-04-16T00:30:00.000+08:00

58 words

Slackers

2008-04-15T12:16:00.001+08:00

I'm bored, tired, alone, very tired and super tired. Waiting for my next class at 1.00pm. Guess the only thing I can do now is to blog. Bloggie bloggie bloggie! Having a long day today. Start at 8.00am and end at 5.00pm. Can't wait to leave school. Until than, I am like a rat in a cage. Stuck in school. More like the Ratatouille mouse, freedom inside the house but yet stranded in the confinement of the 4 walls of a house. Argh!!

I want to break free! I so have the urge to go back home and practice my guitar. Strum strum strum. Learn new songs, play the songs that I know and just to improve on them. I so want to play the guitar right now.. I so want too!!

Now sitting in the benches of Block 50. Next to the Lecture Theatre. Was at the CCA Open House just now and joined a few CCA. First is the NP Primus. Think that is how it is spelled. Just to collect CCA Points and that is just the only reason I have. Second is The Adventure Seekers. Heard they have Trips over the weekends and trainings on the Friday. Maybe I just go for the Friday trainings sometimes. Sometimes. Actually, it really depends on if I have anything on.

Anyway, time to do other things. Chiaos!

Matrix?

2008-04-12T12:08:00.001+08:00

If you fail to plan, you plan to fail

Definitely Maybe

2008-04-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

Well~~ Hi to the people reading my blog! Hi to the people passing by my blog! Hi to the people who just came here and main motive is to tag and nothing else! Hi to the people who doesn't know me and yet fell into my blog for no reason whatsoever! Hi to you all!

Inspiration brought me back to blog today. Inspired by everything. The fellowship, the friends, the movie, CG!, Games[hahas], and the Taxi Ride. Oh oh! The taxi ride was exciting right Elyn and Siok? This is like the 3rd time encountering such a weird situation. Anyway, trying to forget about it. Easier to remember that encounter than to forget.

Sleepy! Good night! :p

14 days = 2 weeks

2008-04-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

How long ago since my last post? 25th March! That is 6 + 8 days = 14 days! That is way long!

Guess what, I think I said before.. Maintaining a blog is way harder than you might ever think! Wanted to blog like last week but have not even posted one. Start with one and the rest will continue.

Have been playing the guitar a lot! Hand pain but I think it is worth it. Continue on Ryan! Gampateh!! Hahass..

God is the Formula!

2008-03-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

God is the Formula!

elyn was here

2008-03-19T23:44:00.000+08:00

Visions and Dreams

2008-03-15T22:50:00.000+08:00

Woah! I just came back from a powerful sermon by Pastor Lia. Its all about Dreams and Visions. But the main thing which is in my mind right now is not really say link to dreams and visions.

During the entire sermon, Pastor was preaching and what goes through my head is just powerful. Do you know when you serve God so much sometimes that you runs dry? You know whats my formula? I will go back to the first time I do my ministry. The first time I serve. And look at the reason why I serve. Why do I serve in my ministry? Simple. Which is to serve God! Serving God is the thing which kept me running in the first place.

It really kept me running towards the direction of just serving God. Sometimes I know that I think too much about serving but the thing that really kept me going is God. Cool isn't it? Hahas.

I scored a 1.4 for my GPA. Sad. =(

Best Friends

2008-03-08T00:29:00.001+08:00

I want to thank Elyn today! Let me tag along on an Elyn-fully-paid Taxi Ride! Just love the comfortable ride. Thanks yeah. For insisting to end the Cab fare at your house. Made me walk all the way to the bus stop to take a bus. Poor and pity Ryan.. Haiz.. You know who is out there ma? Dangerous u know.. Hahas. Just in time for the last bus for 136. If I missed it I have to walk home ler. The bus sign writes 0010 is the last bus and it is 0011 on my phone. If I miss it I have to walk home ler. Thank you Elyn for the fantastic adventure today.. Lol. Jkjk

Wanted to write something about the Bible Study today. It was great! Nothing can describe what I had recieved today. It just linked everything together. I really wonder sometimes how I can last so long in a Sermon or Bible Study without yawning. It must be the Holy Spirit within me. Thanks Mr Holy Spirit to make me so engrossed in God's Word. Love ya!

Talking about Best Friends! Not really flowing into the topic but wanting to talk about it.. Seriously, I have some Best Friends in Chruch and I love them so much! I love them because they are there to help me. They are there when I am down. They are there when I am happy. I know that if there is no church, we will still be best of friends. No I am not backsliding! Never! *Nicholas, I know how you feel when you write to this part! Lol* Ya. But they really keep me going in my walk with God. Friends for Eternity!

Laser Quest

2008-03-07T00:55:00.000+08:00

I didn't know what prompted me to blog but here I am! Laser Quest was 1 great day! I think the CG really had fun and I got to know alot of new friends. At least I have accomplished something during that point of having fun! Have really been putting Nicholas's words at heart. I think I really need to know more people. People fro C4, C7 and C9. More of C7 and C9. Only knew afew but I tell myself that I am going to know everyone from C4, C7 and C9 in time to come. Easy to say but not easy to do!

Had been a little yaya during Laser Quest. Being the first team to enter, I got the Top Score for the first match and I am the first in the Top Score of the Day. So obviously, I went alittle yaya. Haha. But after the end of the day, my name is no longer in the top 5! By then, I step back and humble myself. Lol. I am never like that! I humble myself even if I am top! Hahas. I shall stop here! I don't want to add more oil to the fire.. Hahas.

Oh ya..

Chia Yu! You Rock!

Wootz..

2008-03-01T10:36:00.000+08:00

Im going to blog a little before I go out for Bible Study later.. Woah! Can't really wait for Bible Study.. Indeed, Melvin talked about writing awhole lot of notes and its really true! I took a hand full of notes and I am still wanting more if the Word! I tell you if you are a Christian in Heart of God Church, you are truely blessed to be able to hear the Word. Especially the End Times Bible Study. Why? Because it is some deep stuff man! I wouldn't miss it for the world man!

Oh my.. Left with 20 mins before I leave house. Going to Blog for another 10 minutes! I tell you PW is tough! But I am going to strive! Opps! Time to go! Chiaos! Can't wait for the End Times BS man! Its gonna be awesome!

Emo? Nope..

2008-03-01T01:03:00.000+08:00

I just want to read my Bible today..

Love, love, love..

2008-02-25T00:47:00.002+08:00

Was really impacted by this week's sermon.. Actually not just this week, but the entire series on Love. Like Pastors said, we have to bring our Love Life to a God Level and that is so true. And how? By listening to Pastors Sermon for a start thats how.. Hahas..

Anyway.. My holidays has just started and 1 entire week past. And I can say it is the most fruitful week ever. Done so many things in just 1 week. I think this is what makes a leader do so many thing. Plan! Planning is rather important as I went through this entire week. Realising that I can slot in plenty things into my 1 week, 7 days, 168 hours, 10080 minutes, 604800 seconds. Come to think of it, we do have very little time at hand. It must be God making this time system so He can see how we plan our lives and make every second be of good use.

Love, love, love.. What is Love? Funny cause I used to think Love is like romance, dating and marriage. Basically the romantic side of Love that is! But after Pastor Hows' Series on Love, it gave me a clearer mindset of what Love is. Well Love is more than that.. Love is a gift from God. A gift that is given to all man on Earth. Love surprisingly and all, I will Blog more about it tomorrow. For now, I will start planning my life for tomorrow.. Im planning to go Gymming sia.. Watch me! Ha!

Want to end off with this Video. Seen this in Zach's Blog and its really good! Enjoy and be Blessed.

Overweight

2008-02-20T15:03:00.000+08:00

The semester is finally over. Looking back, I think I have done quite alot of things. 1 thing that I have done is to survive the last half year of my Year 1 Sem in Ngee Ann Poly. Heard people saying that students in Ngee Ann Poly is rather stress but I say to you we are not. Lol. We are just plain emo and we do not show our happy emotions out! Hahaha! Nah! Just Kidding..

Currently at home rotting.. Hahas. Nope. Actually I stayed at home today because my family wanted to spend sometime together. Have a dinner that is the plan. So it is officially called Reunion Dinner. How cool is that? Can't wait! Tomorrow will be another exciting day! I want today to be something like tomorrow.. I am going out on no accord of doing anything! Maybe to meet up with some people.. Lol.. Slacker..

Let me talk about CNY celebrations. I think I have increased in weight. Ate more than 2 reunion dinner and 3 Buffett ranging from Steamboats to pure Buffett. There is this one right after my last paper, Analogue Electronics. I went to this Buffett called Sakura. The biggest one in Singapore. They have like tons of food. I mean tons of food for everyone of us to eat. There is Western, Japanese, Chinese, Korean and all sort of stuff. Nice food, all the nice food.. Heres a peek! Hahas..

Woot! I tell you this is just the sushi and seafood from the Japanese Food. I founf this Japanese Egg Sushi thing in Orange, Black and Green. Looks weird but I decided to try it out. It turns out great. Only thing is it is abit more salty and stuff. Hahas. Must try!

I also watched PS I love you on the very same day. Loved it. I love the story line alot. Alot that I wanted to watch it again. Thought that it is an Asian show but after watching it, it is an Ang Mo Show sia.. But I love it. No special effects and stuff. Just plain good, exciting, fun story line which keeps you off your feet. Its a good thing we didn't watch Jumper or Ah Long Pte Ltd. If not I would not be watching this nice fantastic show man! Wooohoooo! Yeah!

Lee Hwa Jewellery

2008-02-14T13:05:00.000+08:00

Tuesday was alittle weird. I was at Compass Point bringing Serene back home. She went to the toilet and I was watching at this Lee Hwa Jewellery which is just right outside the toilet. Than this lady from the store came to me and gave me this brochure. Oh boy..

I wondered.. Why would she give me the brochure.. No no.. Am i giving the wrong impression to society? Wrong man.. Lol.. I need to change! I need to CHANGE!! Hahas..

Anyway, I want to blog 1 more time before I start studying. I have came to my sense now. I am going to study with all the strength that I have. Than I will let God do the rest. I will do whatever I can. The rest, I let God handle. Hahas.

Church have opened after the New Year Celebrations and I am so happy. I can once again do ministry.. Hmm. I wonder.. I do not have to wait for Church to officially open than I do ministry.. I mean.. Reception is always there and it is only up to us if we want to serve it to the extra mile. Extra mile to me means that you do things which no ones ask of you to do. Extra mile means packing up the place even if you are not the one who mad it messy. Extra mile means if people needs something and we do not have it, we help them find the things that they need. That is what Extra Mile is..

I better go back to studying..

Clean Blood

2008-02-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

I am afraid. I am afraid because I am not afraid of my Examinations which is this Friday. The problem is that I am far from being okay in the paper. Far from being okay. I have not reached the standard of being Great or Excellent yet! What should I do? God please give me a route. I need to know something!

Had CG today and it is something different. We worshipped God for awhile and Nicholas shared a story by his previous leader, Ivan.

It goes like this, lets imagine can we?
Lets say you have a family. You, your wife and your son. Going on your daily life in Singapore. And you know how Singaporean leads their lives, only caring about their life and take their surroundings as things unknown. Just living life with themselves in the middle.

When you reach home from a busy day, your wife cooked for you a wonderful dinner all ready on the table. You can smell the aroma of the food even before entering the house. Walking in, your son, now 8 years old run towards you and gave you a warm welcome back home. You went into the kitchen and kissed your wife like the first time you kissed her.

The day ended and you are on your bed, lying down and watching Channel News Asia. Looking at the current stock market and important events that happen around the world.. A small article of some people in a small village in Africa dying because of some unforeseen disease passes the screen. We hardly notice it. We read it but since it does not affect us, we ignored it. This is a Monday.

A few day passed by and word spread saying that the virus in Africa that was previously small and no one cared to notice soon become a rumour that it killed thousands of people in Africa. People called it a mysterious disease as it is a new strand of disease. It is a Saturday and there is still no specific cure found.

It is a Monday and News everywhere have been reporting that the disease have spread tremendously all over the world. People falling ill, dying and suffering all over the world. Europe, Australia, America. The pandemic is growing and no cure is being found yet.

As a safety precaution, the Singapore government requires everyone of its citizen to go through test and checks to make sure that they are not infected by the disease and prone to the disease.

As for you, after work, you picked your wife from work and your son from school and travelled to Tan Tock Seng Hospital for the check-up. You entered the queue and waited for your turn.

It’s your turn and the nurse took a sample of your blood and soon you are released and the doctor said you are safe. Your wife also passed the check-up with no problems.

Your son is next and you tell yourself, “If me and my wife is fine, my son will be too!” That is the logical thinking that we would usually have. 10 minutes passed.. 20 minutes passed.. 40 minutes passed.. 1 hour passed..

Soon, you noticed something is amiss. Why isn’t my son out yet! A nurse walked out of the check-up room. You approached her and asked her about your son. The nurse, with a serious face, brought you to a corner and get you to sit down with a cup of coffee from the vending machine next to you.

She explained to you that when they test your son’s blood, they found something very special. Something that caught the eye of the scientists. Your son’s blood is not only immune to the disease but your son’s blood is also able to create antibodies that can be used to stop the disease.

You say, “Great! Get a sample of my son’s blood!”

However, the nurse looked saddened. She continue by saying that it is not as easy as it seems. There is currently no direct way to create blood in the way the body does and she mentioned that the only way to stop the disease is to use the blood from your son and inject it into those who are infected. And since your son is the first known cure to the disease, his blood is required everywhere in the world. To save everyone, you have to sacrifice your son by him giving his blood continuously until his blood runs dry.

You have nothing to say but to stumble at her words. You are to either bring your son back home and let the entire world die or you can sacrifice your son to save the entire human race.

What would you do? Something like this did happen. Most of us will bring our son back home and not even thinking of scarifice our very own son. Something that is so precious to us, we will never scarifice it for any other thing.

But someone did the opposite. Someone scarificed his only son to save us all. Someone, who so loved us gave his only son to treat us from the disease that is killing us so rapidly. Someone who is named God, scarificed his only son on the cross to save us all from the sin in our lives.(John 3:16) God, who loved his son so dearly, agreed to scarifice his son to save us. I call that love. Unconditional Love.

Powerful story isn't it. I loved the story and it really brings me closer to know how much God loves us and cherish us. It made it see God in a very new perspective.

Lord, I pray that you make me see things in a different perspective. A sense that knowing that you so loved your Son and yet you scarificed him to save us all. Oh God.. Thank you for your son and your strong and unconditional love.

Lord, I also pray for my Exams that you give me a right heart for the right time. The right attitude for the right season. That I may grow in every espect of my life to bring you glory and to glorify your name.

Aman!

Examinations

2008-02-12T01:21:00.000+08:00

1.22AM in the morning and I am still blogging. Don't feel like sleeping actually. More of not having the mood to sleep.

Exams are like 4 days away and I am here doing nothing.

I need to STUDY!
I need God more than anything now..

God, I pray that my Engineering Mathematics, Engineering Mechanics and Analogue Electronics Examinations will pass, giving me a GPA of not less than 2.5, so that I will be able to promote to year 2 and glorify and grow in you even more in what I do every single day. Amen!

I Not Stupid!

2008-02-10T22:20:00.000+08:00

I love the story behind I Not Stupid. Very Singaporean. Very Nice. Hahas. Maybe because it is now showing on Channel 8 right now. Really touch the heart of plenty Singaporeans I think.

There is one thing that came to my mind. You know about those pledge you do like Pledge to not anyhow throw rubbish on the floor and all those stuff? I think they are of no use. Pledges are things you say you will not support like littering and stuff. But to me, I think I will never pledge for anything. Instead, I will DO it. Doing the thing cannot be something wrong because I am already doing something that people Pledge. I am a more active and faster person! Hahas. Lame..

Argh! Still watching I Not Stupid. I agree it is a very nice. Love it so much! Though I watched it moree than 10 times. I must say, it is a must watch! Ryan Guarantees it! With a Stamp!

I read this entire part of Exodus when Moses lead the people of Isreal out of Egypt. I tell you it is even better than I Not Stupid yeah.. I remember reading God brough down plagues which is actually suppose to make the Pharoah of Egypt let the people of Isreal go. God tried 9 times and the Pharaoh still did not do anything.

It is like, God can just give up and make other people to lead right? But God just continued to use Moses to try and bring the people of Isreal out of Egypt. From here, God dropped me a revelation that I must never give up on the things I do although there is still no effect when I do the things. Maybe it is just because the things I do is just not deep enought. God tried many different ways and means to bring the people of Isreal out of Egypt. Maybe it is just the same that I must constantly do different things, just like the different kinds of plagues, so that by some ways, things will just move..

Okay, Stella forced me to blog about this.. Hahas. I shall blog about it since it is one of the things I have been so waiting to do and finally I have done it! Hahas. Praise the Lord! I went to City Harvest Church! Hahas. I have been waiting for so long of a wait to experience CHC first hand. Though not the first time I came, the first time here was Emerge 2007, but that wasn't a service, so guess this is the first time I go CHC for a service! Hahas. Great great great time man!

Oh ya. This song have been in my mind for hours. S.O.S. Hahas. Will be bugging Stella for the song. Lol. I also noticed Pastor Kong is actually a very funny man. Hahas. Must watch more Video Sermons man! Lol. Especially this one about Marriage. No harm having double portion yeah? Hahas. In conclusion, I can say that I love the visit and can't wait to visit again some other time! :) Thanks Stella for this wonderful opportunity!

Last but not least, Thank God!

Finally, I Not Stupid ended. So happy. I can blog in peace now.. Muahahaha! But I have finished blogging! Argh!! Hahas. Blog more again!

Nation of 700 000

2008-02-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

Running a church 700 000 people big is equal to running a small nation. After watching the video on Pastor Cho Yonggi's Church, I think we are small. Way small. Hahas. But we have to all desire bigness and despise our smallness!

Anyway! Tomorrow will be a great day! Hahas.

Can't wait!

2008-02-01T09:08:00.000+08:00

You can serve without Loving but you can't Love without Serving

Love Subjectively!

2008-01-30T09:45:00.000+08:00

My Brother-in-Christ, Kien Leng!

They just don't get it don't they.. I follow my heart at the first place they should have already let me make my own decision. Now 1 year is wasted and they say it is my fault. Hahas. Anyway, I still LOVE them! They are the reason why I want to do this.. I want to show them that life is not always about money and career..

I want to show them that I am a changed person. A changed person inside out.. Even if it is climbing the highest mountain or diving the deepest ocean to get my family saved, I will do it.. Im not just saying any crappy things but my heart is set!

Its a new season! Love Subjectively! Even if we do not agree on the same topic and fight over matters, I still LOVE them for who they are..

As for me, TP, Laselle-SIA or NAFA, I will decide. Either ways, I will do my best and show my family proud!

Packing the Piles

2008-01-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

How I wish things can just go back the way it was so I do not need to pack my room.. :p

The Unthinkable Truth

2008-01-28T08:25:00.000+08:00

Poor poor Elmo.. Found it from Garrett's Blog. Rather depressing though.. Seeing Elmo commit suicide this way.. Shocking..

Here I am waiting to enter TP yet again.. Going through the daily school life here in NP.. Start to see the beauty of a very nice and peaceful school. Although the buildings here are old, it gives a peaceful feel for a place which is forever buzzing with students. I kind of love NP now.. But I am going to stick with my plan of pursuing my Deisgn Course which is so set in front of me.. Maybe I will come back to NP once in awhile to take a look at the school yeah?

I will miss the food. At Canteen 1 the most! The food is just so nice!

Anyway, hahas, Chinese New Year is around the corner and I am so excited about it! All the Ang Paos to collect.. Its time for a great harvest man! Hahas..

Happy Chinese New Year!

8 Love Factor!

2008-01-27T23:54:00.000+08:00

Love is Cheerful
Love is Happy
Love is Real
Love is Subjective
Love is Good
Love is Great
Love is Perfect
Love is Righteous

Haha

2008-01-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

Im going to sleep once I finish blogging. Need to wake up early tomorrow man!!

Chiaos!

Blog more tomorrow!

ByeBye!

The Morning Entry

2008-01-26T09:36:00.000+08:00

Im bored.. Nothing to do.. No games on my computer because its reformatted.. No one online because it is still so early in the morning.. I just feel like going back to sleep..

ZZZZZZzzzzzzzz..

No!! Im not going to sleep! Im going to do something!

Okay.. So here I am writing an entry.. As you can see above, I am super bored. Nothing to do this morning. Tried doing someting but whatever I do, I have completed. Other than just packing up my room for the Chinese New Year. THAT! I have not done.. Lol.. Im going to do that soon.. Over the next week or so..

I came to my senses. Instead of just slacking in class nowadays, I think I am going to study with all my heart now. So just in case I don't get to enter Temesek Polytechnic. Its a risk you know.. Not studying for anything because you know you have no more interest in it and yet at the same time you know that there is a possibility that you might not enter the course you have opted for.. And I am now going through that risk.. I will let God decide if I am going to enter the course. If I am allowed into the course, I am going for it.. If not, I will just continue on with my Engineering Course.

Also recently knew this person called Kit. Think shes quite a cool person.. Got back her O levels results on her birthday itself! I think she likes the results she have and it would be her best present yet! Congrats Kit!

Finally, I think this scripture really relates to me alot this season..

Matthew 6:33
But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Chiaos!

God

2008-01-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

Time flies.. Is it me? Or have it really been 1 year since I took my O level results? Have things turn towards good or towards bad? Have I become a better person than I previously was? Have I really done something that is purposeful? Can I continue all the things that I love to do yet making sure that I change for the better?

I find myself knowing all this questions in my life. I didn't know how to start this blog post. Started with asking myself this few questions which I think I will ask myself if it have not been for God. I can proudly say that God have really changed my life inside out! I love my God!

My New Year Resolutions

2008-01-07T09:32:00.000+08:00

I think its a miracle. My first lecture in the new week din't came to class this morning. The class was like waiting for 9.15am to pass. After 9.15am, if the lecturer is not in class, it means we can all go. Funny because all of us were looking along the corridoor waiting and some people were so nervous! Not waiting for the lecturer to come but waiting for the lecturer not to come before 9.15am. Once the time reached, we all chiong out of the place. Hahas.

Gave me the chance to blog during his period. Now its 9.37am and I think it is either he is sick and sleeping in class, or he is still in his office doing his own work, OR, he suddenty remember that there is a lesson today and rushed down to the class and finding out that there is no one there left. I think he will go sianz if he sees no one in class.

I have 1 whole big list of resolutions for the New Year. Hahas. Will be cancelling them one by one over 2008.
-Successfully getting into the course in TP I wanted
-Have at least 10 people to bring to church this year
-My Sister to get saved in Heart of God Church
-Start saving around $150 a month
-Knowing more new friends
-Update my almost dead blog
-Start up an Ebay account and earn money through it
-Fulfill my tithe every month
-Do more in my CG
-My parents to stop worrying about me and my study life
-Spend alot more time with my family

So far I can only remember this few of my resolutions. I want to complete this resolutions by the end of this year. Not all is about completeing but alot of them is about maintaining my resolutions. Yuppz!

Oh ya! 1 more thing! I don't really know how to say this but I met this super great person online through FaceBook. Furthermore, shes from Ang Mo Kio Secondary and have just graduated. Will be chatting with her alot more often during the week. It will be great I tell u!!

Still writing...

2007-12-16T00:51:00.000+08:00

I shall name all the people who went for the BBQ @ Bishan. They are Genghis, Siok Mei, Vinson, Patricia, Everlyn, Sean, Vanessa, Christina, Bernard, Elyn, Sion, Elgin, Zachary, Lek Fong, Hong Kai, Nelson, Daniel, Teng Meng, Christopher, Farhan, Faizal, Jia Hui, Joseph, Kay Wah, Robin, Lin Keong, Jing Xuan, Qi En, Yew Kee, Catherine, Candida, Clarinda, Natalie and I think alot more.

Ask me who forced me to write this post and I can tell you it is Siok Mei. Forcing me to blog and blog. Hahas.

Actually I also thought of blogging. After afew days of celebration and intentions of all different kinds. Hahas. If you know what I mean, than shhh.. Hahas. The most memoriable moment is in Church when they sing Birthday Song for me. Than the present is the BEST I tell you. A Note Book for me to write Sermon Notes. I love all the presents but its not the present, its the thoughts behind it which made me happy.

The BBQ was interesting too! Alot of things went on. But most of the time I am walking around getting people in and out of the Condo. Quite a busy person yeah. Running a huge CG Outing of some sort. I think it is great. Doing alot of things all at the same time. But can say is quite tiring.

Super tired now.. Write more tomorrow!

Countdown!!

2007-12-12T23:52:00.000+08:00

Received something very happy today when I reached home. A hand written letter. To: Ryan and my address below it. I opened it up and saw my church's card in it. Confused with who will send this to me. Knowing that it is Christmas. I though someone wants to invite me for Christmas Service but no! Hahas.

Its a Birthday Card from Pastor How and Pastor Lia!

Blessed birthday
Have 'faith working through Love'(Gal 5:6)

Once I read the card. I was stopped for awhile. Didn't know what to do. Stared at the card for awhile.. Check if it is the 'real thing'. 5 seconds and I reacted. The card really touched my heart. The thing that is special with this card is that it is from my Pastors. Let me tell you how busy my Pastors are. They are leading a church of more than 700 people and knowing that in a year, there is only 365 days. 1 day, they will have to write 2 cards in average.

I do not think that my Pastors really know who I am but they still write me a birthday card. I am so touched. It really shows me that how many people the church will grow to, my Pastors always have a heart for the people. Doing the very little things like writing a card might seem insignificant, but to me, it tells me a lot about my Pastors. That they love us so much, treasure us, care for us and value us. I just want to thank my Pastors for the card they have gave me. :)

Count down to BBQ @ Bishan: 1 more day!

If you do not know, it is tomorrow. Will be meeting at Bishan MRT Control Station. For now, estimated number of people going is 35 people. Way higher than I expected. But it is going to be great! Time for my friends to know one another. If you know what I mean. Hahas. Christmas is coming and its time to harvest! For what, for PRESENTS of course! LOL! Hee hee.. Not really.. But for SOULS~~ Sounds scary.. Lol. Sorry but not some Urban Legends yeah.. You can be sure about that!

Will take a lot of photographs during the BBQ. Blog again after the BBQ!

Countdown!

2007-12-12T00:47:00.000+08:00

Count down to BBQ @ Bishan : 2 Days More..

Date: 14 December 2007

Blogging @ the wrong time.. XP

2007-12-10T17:42:00.000+08:00

I am going to write this blog now. I will define 'Now' for you. 'Now' means I am in the Church's Artiste Room with Nicholas. Waiting for the rest to come in. Wahahaha. It is like writing blog at the very wrong timing. I will stop blogging now.. :s

The way of life...

2007-12-06T09:49:00.000+08:00

My mind is made up! I am going to switch course no matter what the case is. I find that Engineering is not what I want to loose sleep over. It have come to me that whenever I want to do something different, my parents will come to me and change my perception of things. For instance, my decision of wanting to change course from Engineering to Design have made them evermore wanting to stop me from changing. All the pros of not changing course and all the cons possibe and maybe those that I don't really care. Telling me everything trying to change my thinking.

That is not going to work. I don't think that is going to work for me. When I have made my decision, my mind is made up and nothing can stop me from changing. When they ask me to tell them my decision 2 days later, I don''t have to wait that long. My mind have been made up totally! I am going to change to IMD! Even though it will take me another 1 year in Polytechnic, making it a total of 4 years, I will know that I have done what I have like and I will never regret what I have chosen for myself!

Im now in my class at block 50 writing my blog post and reflecting on all this things, don't think I will have the mood to write anymore.

I think I will stop now. Have to do project work now. Wahahaha!!

IMD vs ECYP

2007-12-03T10:26:00.000+08:00

Was super late for the New Gen Stuff. Reached school at 8.35am. I met the rest of the people at Canteen 1. Once I reached there, they were still tying the lollipops. I wonder how many lollipops we have tied and is going to give out! Now in class, blogging as I think they are at the bus stops giving out the lollipops. What I can do is pray for them yeah?

Having MDCAD exam later and I have not even studied. I am going to die man! Hahas. Speak life man!!

I also have to talk about this recent.. should I say, Move that I am going to have. I am thinking of changing course from ECYP which is Engineering Common Year Programme to IMD which is Interactive Media Design. For the course I am doing now, I think it is already comfirm that I am going to fail 2 module. That is the worst come to worst basis. Now, my heart is set on changing the course. The only thing that stops me from it to happen is my parents. If they would allow me to change of not. Pray hard that they will allow me to change course.

Oh ya! And there is something superb that happened recently. I went through the B & C Zone Camp and it was fantastic! The most happening thing that happen is that I am only a night camper! Which means that I only camp at night! Why is this so? Because of this thing call SCHOOL!!! I go to school in the morning and in the evening, I come back for camp! Ain't that cool?!? Haha!

Guess I shall stop here.. Chiao!!

Big New Gen Project!

2007-12-03T00:10:00.000+08:00

Finally completed my blog's new layout. Super Cool I must say.. Have been working on it for around 2 days now.. Took such a long time, let me tell you why.. Hahas..

Have been tying cards to lollipops for days and I tell you it is not as easy as it seems. With the short allowance of the lollipop stick and the thin tread used to tie the lollipop. It sure is tough! But put aside the difficulties, it is the outcome of the whole project that is going to change lives! We are going to give it out to people, just to let people know about us, New Generation. There is this email writing nygennp@gmail.com. I think it is for people to write in and know more about New Gen and stuff.

So far, my life have been quite busy. Juggling the ball between church, family and school. I think all that I need to do now is to seriously plan my life right! Only by planning your life right than you will do things greatly and properly. I remember the time while I did not plan my life right, meetings starts to clash, things that needs to hand in starts to compile and it is really in a mess! I don't want that kind of life anymore! I want to change!

Its time for me to spend time with God! Blog again!

Rah!!!

2007-09-05T00:41:00.000+08:00

I just love God so so so so much! His presence is like so great can.. I want to draw closer and closer to him! Yes I want!

Christ is the Son of the Living God!!

2007-08-25T23:53:00.000+08:00

Attended Inspire last friday after being forced by my sister. Lol. Also brought along some of my ex-classmates along with me. Kay Wah, Jospeh, Pao Ming, Faizal, Ahmad. Also Sion was there to help my sister. Just to let you know, and for me to remember what Inspire is all about, here is a brief word about Inspire.

Inspire is a Youth Initiative which helps aid The Straits Times School Pocket Money Fund. In the year 2007 alone, it have 9000 students in its care. Giving 30 dollars a month to Primary School Students and 50 dollars to Secondary School Students.

Such a wonderful project to help school students. Clap clap!

Anyway, it is a pity for those who did not attend the concert, it was superb! Utterly superb.. The dances were nice, the singing was great.. So sad that not alot of people get to see the concert.

I am getting out of the Inspire topic now!!

Ok, more about life, I now found the desire to plan my life again! This time it just feels so important that I should plan my life out..The pros out-weigh the cons alot more in planning. Some of the pros are that, my life will be more organized, events will not clash with one another, I will get to concentrate on things more than ever! For cons, I can only think of one, that is that I have to follow the plan.. But is that a con? I think it is more of a pro than a con.

I also realised something super relevant in life, in life, problems come, everytime something is over, a new thing will start to reappear. Maybe this is God's way in helping me change. Helping me be a better person. Knowing that God made our problems and temptations reappear so that we can learn to overcome those things and get closer to him! All this things are part of God's Master Plan!

Pictures...

2007-08-23T22:59:00.000+08:00

Yes Yew Suan.. More pictures.. More pictures...

Around Singapore in 1 day~~

2007-08-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

So freakingly angry! I cannot find my card reader anywhere at home! Argh!! I think my dad took it to the office.. I need to use the card reader now!! Rah!!!

Anyway.. Back to blogging! :)

Went around Singapore just now.. From Seng Kang, travelled down to Serangoon to have my lunch. Lunch at Serangoon Mac. I have to eat super fast. Siok Mei using her labby in Mac, passing the time and making full use of the time she have while I was eating to chat and do stuff. Wonder why she wasn't in school today.. Opps! Hahas. She Pon School. Poner!! Lol..

Anyway, she was on her labby for quite awhile. Even after I finished eating, she still continue using her labby. Aiyo.. Siok har.. More on the trip.. After finally switching off her computer, we took 133 to Bugis. On the bus, Siok once again used her labby. This time to plan her weekly schedue. Haha..

Thought of somthing which happened today super sad event. Something broke.. Will talk about it later.. Wahahha..

Was at Bugis shopping with Hong Kai and Siok Mei. Shop shop shop.. In the end, we erm.. buy only 1 item. With our poor shopping stamina, we had to finally take a 'relaxing' break at Mac again! This time, we sat there till 5pm. Knowing that zillions of people walked around Mac finding a place to sit and WE, being so engrossed with our own stuff, continue doing our things without even buying a cup of coke or something. Just Siok's Labby on the table and my head next to it. Sleepy~~

Soon, Bernard came and we talk talk talk.. Than we went to SingPost Center. Super powerful okay. What happened at SingPost... The reason we went to SingPost is (according to Siok Mei) to say Hi to those in church and than Bye bye.. Like, Wow!!

Than travelled to CompassPoint by bus 43 to meet Elyn and Siew Leng.

Oh ya!! About the sad thing that happened.. What happened was.. *Pray that Siok Mei will never read this..* lol.. Siok Mei's shoe broke! Bernard stepped on the sole of the shoe and the shoe broke. Didn't quite know how to describle the incident.. But it was horrible.. Just horrible.. LOL..

Ya.. Than we were at CompassPoint, met Elyn and Siew Leng. Went to BurgerKing for Dinner. After that, Home Sweet Home!

Hahas.. Guess why am I rushing the last paragraph? Lol.. Cause I am lazy to type the event anymore! Lol.. Anyway.. I will be going for a Concert with Joseph, Faizal, Ahmad and Kelvin this friday.. So can't wait to see them.. It will be 6 months since I last saw them. Will be so excited to see them yet again! Hahas.. Till then!!

Past Entry..

December 26, 2006
This Christmas is one of the best ones ever. I knew that Jesus was born on
this day 2006 years ago. Hence giving this day a very joyful and celebrative
mood. I went to Heart Of God Church today to celebrate Christmas. The place
was rocking. Literally.. It was at Park View. I think it is a hotel of some
office building. Very magestic.

Exams are gonna be over!!

2007-08-21T01:04:00.000+08:00

Part 1..
I have been studying hard today, trying to drill in everything I can into my brain. Hoping that the things I drilled will surface in the paper today. I pray that God will help me out.. Really, just pray that He will help..

My paper will start tomorrow and I am still awake.. So tired.. Gotta go sleep. Will continue tomorrow evening!

Part 2..
To be continued..

Bloggie Again!

2007-08-20T00:04:00.000+08:00

Recently read my June 2006's posts. Didn't know that I wrote so formally in the past. Real formal okay. That is like reading a newspaper. So full of information, perfect English, very well said scenarios and good paragraphing. And what am I doing now? More casual I think. Casual is what I have infused into my blog post nowadays.

That is super good. I want to make it reader-friendly. So people will be able to read my post easier and at least will read part of my blog. Not like in the past when all the words are of complete English.. Erm.. Now still the same. But! With more casuality. I don't think anyone have read my blog post in the past. Its more about writing to firstly improve my English and to put down what I have done and my opinion on things..

See? Now I have no idea what to write.. Now in the past, I use to have thousands of things to write about. Now? 3 paragraph only. Lol. Must start to blog more man! Blog more blog more! Keep the engine going and write all the things you want to down! Go go go!!

Service

2007-08-19T10:26:00.000+08:00

10.26am on a Sunday Morning. Everyone is still in their bed, either slacking or still sleeping. For me, I am already up on the labtop chating over the net. What a good way to start the day by posting a blog. Yuppz.

Going to Church later for service. Paya Lebar. Taking a bus 43 from Seng Kang all the way to SingPost Center. 11.30am. Guess I will be going soon. Have I talked about the new place? It is real cool can.. The front walkway is so clean and nice it looks like a high class pub or something. There are 3 new and rather expensive equiptment infront. One is called Mr Eki which is a Projector and the other 2 is the light light thingy. Real cool. Real cool. Your should see what the 2 lights thingy does. Super nice. Super NICE!

Guess I better go get ready. Have to go do stuff ler.. Get ready for later.. Blog again!

Exams..

2007-08-18T12:12:00.000+08:00

Oh me of little faith.. So afraid of the examinations.. Even having second doupts over getting to year 2.. Gather up your faith Ryan!! You can make it to year 2!

If you have read my mumbling to myself, I apologise.. Haha..

Anyway.. the Engineering mathematics paper was nothing to be afraid about.. All that I studied for came out. All the questions.. The past year papers all did help! Thank God.. I just hope the Electrical Technology Paper will be the same..

Seen the boat above? Guess what? The boat after half-an-hour will sink.. Try it.. It will be 30 mins exactly after the boat appear on your webpage.. Hahahaha... Lalala..

Faith!!

2007-08-06T08:54:00.000+08:00

I am worried. Super worried about my examinations. Its coming.. Very soon.. Very soon... I am just afraid I might not be able to make it to year 2..

But I have faith! I have faith that I can pass! I will do my best.. I will study! I will trust in God that he will make me pass! I will trust!!

Siok's Stumbling Question

2007-08-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

One question which stumbled me today was Siok Mei's Question. What changes have I observed after I come to church. Stunned. Don't really know what changed have occured to me after I came to church. Only knew the answer once I came home and thought through about the question. Knowing the answer itself made me see the difference in myself literally.

The difference I observed before I came to church is that I previously was a very self-centered person. Doing things all to make my life easier and towards my benefit. But now, after coming to church, after knowing Jesus, after knowing there is someone much bigger and greater than me, I know that I must never see myself as the bench of which things have to be done for. Now, I know that there is someone bigger than me looking down on me. I now do things to glorify God.

Might not be a very obvious change but that is what I know I have change and it have indeed change me for the better. Halleluja!

Photo!! :)

2007-07-29T10:03:00.000+08:00

That will be Yi Jing, Audrey, Bernard and Me. Oh ya... And Sherry is the one taking the photo! Hahas

Hair Cut

2007-07-27T08:23:00.000+08:00

Siok Mei recently just cut/dye her hair at Gataomo. Hahas. This was taken at Mac after her cut. Wahahaha..

Lazy Guy...

2007-07-23T07:59:00.000+08:00

Guess who is sleeping in class! Wahahaha!!!

Dear God..

2007-07-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

Dear God,

Its no longer about me living in this world lord. The I in me is officially dead. I will live by Christ and Christ alone. Father, I will follow you all the way.. God, you ROCKS!!!

NorthView Primary School :)

2007-07-20T11:30:00.000+08:00

Went to NorthView Primary School this few thursday to do Mentoring to the Primary 6 Students there. They are a bunch of great, bright, brilliant and cool bunch of young generation. Hahas. Going back to Primary School made me feel very very old. Come on! I am 17 years OLD already. How old are they? 12 years old, 13 years old. I am like a big brother to them. I think they like our presence there at NorthView. I myself love to be there to help them out.. I love to help people out. Maybe it is in-build in me to help people.

One thing great about these Pri 6 students is that they are so happy to be in school. They play together in the school basketball court, running around the place playing catching.. Hahas. So cute. I woud love to go back every week to have fun with them and play with them Basketball! Oh ya. Their Basketball is like super power lah! Hahas. Almost every shot went into the hoot. I think they play everyday in school one lor.. Hahas.

One more irritating thing which is going to happen. I am going to travel to school for 1.5 hours just to attend a 2 hours lesson. Oh boy.. Have to live with it i think. I don't want/cannot skip any class. Hahas. Guess it will benifit my academic somehow.. I know it would.. If not the school will not put this module in the first place! I will strive! Strive hard! Strive hard to glorify MY GOD!!

J.lu!!!

Vision

2007-07-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

Pastor How preached about The Power of Vision these 2 days. I think that what will be bringing me to the next level will be having a vision of myself for the future. For now, I only look at the short term things to accomplish in life. Completing my N levels, O levels and now, getting a Diploma.. I must have a further and long term vision!

I recieved a vision from God once again today. I have a vision of myself playing the drums during Praise and Worship. It looked so real. I know that it is God reassuring me to head for this destination. My God is a good God. He would not show me something knowing that it is not for me. I trust/believe my God will show me the way.

After listening to the sermon on saturday, I went back home and think of the sermon. Suddenly, the name Martin Luther King, Jr came to my mind. very relevent to the topic because Martin Luther King, Jr is a visionary. He have a dream that one day America will not have anymore racial discrimination and the removal of the Slavery System. It really helps in Pastor's Sermon. Vision is really what changes people!

CATS BORE!!!

2007-07-05T10:05:00.000+08:00

Thats Kenny and me. In the boring CATS class every thursday.. Haha.. The funny thing is.. Interdisciplinary School have 2 very different modules. One is very interesting which is Sports and Wellness, the other is real boring, which is the ultimate bore CLASS!! And I am now in the class blogging.. Lol!!!

Kenny is not sleeping by the way.. He is playing his handphone.. Wahahaha...

Back to school!

2007-06-29T12:35:00.000+08:00

Hahas. So happy to be back in school. Seen the face? It resembles my happiness and enjoying the school term! Ngee Ann Rocks! Thank you God for bringing me to this school! :)

Church

2007-06-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

Just changed my blogskin and it looks great! It looks cleaner, neater and better! So loved the new skin so much I just want to look at it for an hour! Hahas...

Went to church after school today and I had a great time! Hanging out in church is really a fun thing to do. Hahas. Everyone should be coming to church and having fun there! Play pool, table soccer, chating and just being with each other's presence. I think just being with friend's presence is just great. I love going in church just to hang out with my friends. Just with friends around me is great. It would also be better if there are people to play pool with me also. Hahas.

Anyway.. I also have a call from who that I have been posted to BookStore! Can't believe it! Yeah!!!

Will post more later.. Yuppz

Reception Ministry

2007-06-23T10:52:00.000+08:00

I recently have recieved a message saying that I am posted into Reception. Ain't that great? Finally I can serve in the House of God. After being in Church for 6 months, I have been longing to serve in one of the ministries. Previously I have been brainstorming on the different ministries. Which one will suits me the best. The different types of ministries are Reception, Usher, BookStore, Livefeet and alot more..

To me, having a ministry is to serve people with the best of my abilities. I have always wanted to help people. As in, doing things that would greatly help people in their needs. Secondly, I also like music. Music is one of the great inspiration of mine and one of the reasons I love drums so much.

I think in Reception, I will do well. All the things that I will be learning from the training and during my serving in that ministry, I will learn alot and I know it will definately benifit me alot. No, I will not be sad if I do things wrong and get descipleship, I will be thankful and change cause I know it will greatly help me alot as being a person!

So Reception? I am ready!!!

Zone Event

2007-06-20T13:02:00.000+08:00

Here to blog! Noticed some new thing in my blog? That is the Verse of the Day! Which is just above this post. Cool isn't it! Just love it so much! Now I just can't wait to get into my blog to read those verses! Hahas.

I just can't wait for Thursday's Zone Event. The Amazing Race. I heard that in this event, we will be travelling all over Singapore. Ain't that going to be a burden to our pocket? Hahas. Its ok I think.. Since we will be having alot of fun! I know, I can buy Bus Concession for this game! It will be a great.. Hahas. $52 and I can take unlimited Bud Rides around Singapore. Cool!

Hahas..

I heard last year's Zone Event, there is a competition to finish eating 100 bowls of rices. Waaa. That one is the best one lor.. Hahas.. Anyway.. Can't wait!

RedRain Again! Hahas..

2007-06-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

RedRain was Electrifying! Right? Right? I am right! Hahas. I am sure alot of people have been touched during the RedRain Concert just now. Saw alot of old friends from Compassvale Secondary School. Dora, Shermain, Irene, Kenny.. I think there will be alot more people who went for the concert...

But after the concert, my sister and I went rushing down to meet our parents. Fathers' Day! Aiya.. Lazy to blog today.. Will blog tomorrow then..

RedRain Rocks!!

2007-06-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

Yesterday is the 16 of June. Now is 1.32am. So it is official that 16 is yesterday! hahas. Ok.. Enough of that..

Yesterday was the first day of the RedRain Concert. I think everyone who goes there had a great time lor. Everything from the music to the presence of God really made the whole event a blast! I think yesterday alone there is more than 800 people attended the concert. Imagine 800 people jumping up and down, up and down.. I tell you the floor is shaking man! When I was not jumping, i can literally feel the entire floor shaking. Just like the first time I came for service. it was during Christmas! At ParkView Square. I can feel the entire floor shaking.

Now this is the place! SingPost Center! Church will grow like never before!

Gotta sleep now! Leg hurts from yesterday's Concert! Going for another one today! It will be great!!!

Blood Donor Day!

2007-06-15T01:42:00.000+08:00

I went to VivoCity just now for being a volunteer for the World Blood Donor Day. If that is correct. I don't exactly know what that day is called but I know that it is to celebrate the compassion of the Blood Donors who gave their blood to thos who needs them.

And guess what! I saw my Ex-Vice-Principle there at VivoCity. She is with her family members. Seeing her at Vivo made me realised that she is a great person. Donating blood. Yuppz. But that wasn't what I first thought of when I see her. I felt scared. Waaa. My Ex-Vice-Principle leh.. Scary~~

Anyway, I think I am going to sleep ler.. Blog again next time!

Spell Cast huh..

2007-06-14T11:10:00.000+08:00

Ahhhh~~ Siok.. Yeah. Spelling mistake.. Argh!! How can I make such silly Spelling Mistake.. The 'When' is suppose to be 'went'. Lol! I must have typed to fast that my English is now in a mess! Hahas. Oh No..

Ahh~~ Yes.. That is Elyn's Dog. Very cute.. Hahas

Fast

2007-06-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

Went out with Bernard, Tiffany, Siok Mei and Everlyn today! Hahas. Before that was with BK, and Wee Kiat than they went home. I feel weird just now. Knowing that I am fasting! And temtation is all around me! Ahhh~~

But I perserve! I will.. I must...

Photographs Update!

2007-06-10T01:26:00.000+08:00

Guess what I want to do in this blog post is just to upload the photographs taken today. Hahas. I think it is the first time I have taken photographs as a CG. So happy! Haha.

Bernard and Ryan

(Top)Bernard and Ryan (Bottom)Shu Yu, Stella and Tiffany

(Top)Lek Fong, Nelson, Bernard and Ryan (Bottom)Shu Yu, Stella and Tiffany

Inside the picture is C2!!!

RedRain

2007-06-08T17:05:00.000+08:00

Opps! Siok! I spilled the beans. Bernard *** school. Lol. He will kill me for this. XD And by the way, Jia Hui is Handsome ok.. Hahas. As in ''Handsome''. Lol.

Anyway.. I will be missing the first two school seminar. Urgh! Have to accompany my parents to go for a concert. How sad can that be. I really want to go for school seminar knowing that we have to wear our old school uniform. Lol. I actually wanted to wear my old school uniform! That is what I am awaiting. No doupt I also want to hear what Pastor Joakim Lundqvist have to teach in taking our schools for christ.

Nevermind! I will be going for the 4 other school seminars and hopefully I can catch what Pastor is trying to tell us.

RedRain is coming to Singapore next week! Oh I so just can't wait for the RedRain Concert. Have been asking alot of people to come. I will be praying and fasting for them to come. Come and enjoy the concert. It will be great! I heard last year's RedRain Concert is so good. I just can't wait for this year's RedRain. It will be double the fun, double the size, double the music! Rock on!

Ngee Ann Poly

2007-06-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

Jia Hui is handsome lor. Lol. One way or another. He is HANDsome. Lol. Okay..

Was at Compassvale Secondary last night attending Red Cross's Farewell Party and Campfire. This is the first time I saw Red Cross at such state. The camp attendance is so small. 9 sec 1 cadets only. Ain't that sad. Last time there use to be 20++ now 9. With 9 people, you can make a squart of 3 by 3. A square squart. That is small okay.. I also found out that the Campfire is also very poorly planned. Think there is very little preparation done. Few songs.. Not as fun as the past few campfire that we had. Can be improved!!

I noticed something. I have been in Ngee Ann Polytechnic for months now and one very strange thing is that I very seldom saw anyone from Compassvale Secondary. The only few I saw was Clement, Chee Siong and Nicholas. These are the 3 people I saw before in NP. What about Sila? Have not seen her in campus before. How about Hanliang. Nah.. Only 3 person. That is sad. This shows that I don't travel as much around the campus as others. I think they go from one end to another. But for me, I only mingle around Block 56, 4, 5, 6, Canteen 1 and Canteen 2. Thats all!

I need to travel more man! I need to meet more new friends! I need to! I just need to!!!

Bloggie

2007-06-06T11:07:00.000+08:00

Haha! Now Bernard is at my house playing the drum kit. Lol. He *** class today. I cannot say the word if not he will kill me. Guess I put stars instead. Lol. There he is now banging away..

Anyway, want to talk about yesterday's dinner at Swensens with my Compassvale Classmates. Had a really great time there. Alot of us have changed over the last few months. Zul became slimmer, Jia Hui becoming more 'shuai'. and all sort of stuff lar. Lol. Guess we must have really changed over the months. Now we no longer are classmates but long time friends. Think the bond between us is no longer about studies and books but it is all about pure friendship!

Ain't that great knowing that we get to be friends after what seems to be long years of being students and classmates in Compassvale Secondary? Guess this is how life works. There is things much deeper than just the things we do..

Today will be going back to CVSS for Red Cross Farewell Party. Think it will be a great time. Will be seeing alot of friends which I have long to see.. Matthew, Dora, Shermain, Irene, Vincent, Khairu and all. Just can't wait til 4pm today where I will be meeting Zul and Yew Kee and we will all go into our ex-school together. Great!!

Guess I will bloggie till here! Oh ya. The final thing. I really hope to see more people start blogging. It really makes me happy to see people opening up their lifes and at least writing them on blogs to view it in the future. Would love to see those kinda blog in the future! Out..

RedRain! Pledge Day! Emerge!

2007-06-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

Guess there is always a first in doing things. My first time using my new labby to write a blog post. Cool huh! It comes with alot of patience okay! I was at cal2 for almost 4 hours doing up my labby okay! lol. Autocad, Visual Studio, MarcoMedia and all the other stuff, the place is boring! But that time is not all to waste. Now I get to use my labby for homework and stuff! Ain't that great! Now I will use more of my labby to blog! Yeah!

Recently have been to SingPost Center. That will be my home for the next 3 years! I so love the place even before it is renovated. I am so excited about the thought of moving there that when I am there, I still cannot believe that I am actually there! I can't wait to see the place being how it will be after renovation! It will be great I tell you. I will go there as much as possible! Muahaha!

RedRain is also coming! I just can't wait! Though it is the first time I will be going for RedRain. I think every event my church have I will always be so excited. The other time Pastor Kong came, I was excited. When the first Emerge I went, I was also very much anticipating the starting. Then the most recent one is Pledge Day! I am also so happy and excited!

Coming to think of Pledge Day, I have Pledge the amount I will be giving and I will now busy thinking of how to plan out my budget to meet the amount. Plan and pray! Pray and plan! I think I am able to fulfill the amount I pledge by the end of the 12 months!

Time Table

2007-05-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

I think that today will be a great time for me to write a blog entry. Time now is 11.30pm. Bored without anything that I can do. Oh ya. I also have recently have the thought of making a TimeTable to help me keep track of the time. Yuppz. Guess that will really help alot for my planning. But having a TimeTable also gives me disadvantages. With the TimeTable in place, I will try and rush things. Do things within the time given. If time is running out, I will rush and rushing is not good. It will also not help if I am doing homework.

Though I am really thinking of following the TimeTable, another part of me is tell me to just make a to-do list for a weekly basis. So that I can complete my task everyday without the pressure of completing it.

I also start to hate my Wednesday school schedue. Having CG on Wednesday 5pm will really crash with my school. My school on that day, ends at 5. Luckily I usually complete my assignment early so I quickly finish and rush off to attend CG. By the time I reach there, CG would have already started. How I wish there is a teleporting device to bring me to CG from school. *whoosh!* and waaalaaa! Reached!

Sianz...

2007-05-08T13:42:00.000+08:00

Help~~ I can die of boredom.. The teacher is so boring. The lesson is boring.. I can sleep... Argh!!!

Ngee Ann Rawks!

2007-05-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

Guess I just can't live life without Blogging. Yuppz. It have been awhile since I last blogged. Said that alot of times. But this time, I have alot of times of thinking of writing one entry. Just one entry but I just don't have the time. Being in a polytechnic is not as what I have imagined. Timetable can stretch all the way from 8am to 5pm. Stress~~

My new class is great! Almost knew everyone's name in my new class already. Muahaha. Evangelize! Lol. Anyways, I think my class rocks alot. Crack jokes almost in every class. Ate lunch together. I think my year 1 will be a happy one.

Recently have been to Singapore Polytechnic to visit Lin Keong, Joseph, Jia Hui, Robin, Paoming and alot more. I also got to know abot something which was called Moberly or something. It is basically someplace where the students hang out and play and have fun.. Urgh.. How I wish Ngee Ann Polytechnic have such stuff.

Anyway, aside the school happening things, I think I am very happy for my church as well! Pastor Kong is coming to preach this coming Thursday and Friday. I am so happy! Pastor How said that Pastor Kong is Pastor How's Pastor. That is like WOW lor. Hahas. Yuppz. Just can't wait for that 2 days to arrive. It will be a blast!

I think I will get my time right and attend to my blog more often. My blog misses me alot and I miss it to. Well, I am back! And it is now happy! Ain't that great?!?

:)

2007-04-01T00:23:00.000+08:00

Thank you God for making today a great day!

Confusion

2007-03-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

Recently I have been given the job of working in cashiering in Underwater World..

Could it be a tretchrous scam from the devil or is it God knowing that I don't plan my life that he wanted me to start planning.. So that everything will go smoothly?

I am confused..

ECYP...

2007-03-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

I start to wonder, yeap.. Start to wonder if the course I choose is the correct course for me.. Engineering. Is that the one for me? I have a feeling that it is not the right course.. What if I enters the course and I don't like it? It is not everything about hardwork that can bring you all the success. You also needs interest in the topic before you have the heart to study right.. I don't know..

But there is a part of me, on the other hand, which thinks that all this is part of God's big plan. I think he placed me in this course for a reason. If not he would not even have put me here in the first place. This must be it! I must do my best in the course! Yes I will!

Pecky Attack!

2007-03-21T11:47:00.000+08:00

Okay.. How long have it been since the last post? Let me see.. Waaa... 14th of March.. That is almost like a decade ago! Okay... Let me update you on what happened the past 6 to 8 days... Yuppz.

Where should I start.. Guess I will just write as I remember the events..

Yuppz. It is within this period of time which I first learned how to play Chinese Chess. Chinese Chess is not an easy game to play okay.. It takes skills and alot of time! There is moves like double canon checkmate or something like that.. Confusing.. That is most probabily why I do not ace the game in the first few games.. Okay.. It is unlike English Chess, I think that English Chess is nicer. After comparing Chinese and English Chess.

Oh no.. Sianz ler.. I think I will update another time... XD

My Classmate!

2007-03-14T01:56:00.000+08:00

Only recently I found out that someone that worked in Underwater World Singapore actually will be going to the same course as I am! Yes! Finally someone whom I know...I don't have to be so afraid anymore!!! Yeah!!!

Confused...

2007-03-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

The entire week have been confusing.. I got bored of my job.. Working in Underwater World can be abit boring.. Doing the same job over and over again.. But I persevere. I know that once I quit doing this job, I will not have the encouragement to do another job. I will be too lazy to work anymore.

Now that I have a job, I will be using alot of my time working. Taking time off from my free time to spend time in Underwater World to sell Ray Food. Than I found myself no time to go to church and all those stuff. I actually have a plan. Which is to stop work once April begins.

I think I have will have to seriously consider if the next time I will be working there will be during Public Holidays and School Holidays or what-so-ever. I think I will be going to find new jobs. Something which pays more. Maybe I will try finding something in the Singapore Zoo or the Safari Zoo. I really want to get something that pays more.

I work for 8.5 hours. And 1 hour will be to cover the cost of the travelling. Like that 1 hour will already be wasted. That is not so good is it.. Haiz.. I think I will wrtie till here.. Out!